"There is more hunger for love and appreciation in this world than for bread."- Mother Teresa
We always look forward , wish things getting better , hope we could fly higher and further.
well, it s time to fly away to go aboard , to travel, to have a differnet kind of life. we assume that the life in an other wold in the future would be better than life at the moment.so we choose to escape from the life currently. try to fly away. but it is really good -the life in another world as what we espect, no of course not. well there is always gap between the reliaty and the dream . I could sing I have a dream , and continure my dream, no matter how hard it was , I have been told that never give up and never feel regeret for what you have been choosen , as this is your choice . you have to be responsible for what you have been choosen, no matter it s a smoonth way or a hard life. well, life is hard. especially, when you are along, no one actually could help you to get over the diasaster. the most difficulty is to conqure your self. yes, we try to live in a better way. we create some thing, we work hard for what it is said for good. however, we do feel longly. the longlyness belongs to everone, even in the club or when u re arong by lots of people, you feel longly, the feeling is not between person to person, but between heart to heart... so you find it is hard to find some one that you could put trust on, you may have been cheated, once you realise how hard it is to trust people, you choose to hide you self , you inner core, far away from peple, you even perfer to be isolated from people. as you are sared to be hurt again. of course, you have to go to the public, the lecture , the uni, the church, you still try to ba active in the public, try to build nice self image in the public, which may significantly influence your self esteem, but when you are tired , you reach home at night, you couldn't sleep, you found the moment is just yourself, the moment, you wash your make up, you may feel tired after a whole day interaction with people; you may feel longly,as the moment back to your real life, you are along , it would be hard to meet some one whom can share life with, as everyone are busy with their own life , secrets, issues.
that is why we feel the far we are way from home, the more lonly we feel, as there is no better place than home, home , does not mean a house , even you have a big lunxirious house , you would feel more longly; it is about the closest people in your life ,your families, the one you really love, you can trust. that is why everyone need home, need family, as we need the sense of belonging. this is really important to everyone , even more importnant nowdays, a world that is highly developed , people are getting rich, creating some kind of wealth; a world that money is eveything; well, that is the structure of life, but it is empty in side. while what could we build on top of it, we forgot to build good relationship that built on trust. is it what we want in our life? no, I would be thankful if I could do some job without dealing with money, actually, the job I really hate to do is to account money as money machince, though accountant is one of the highest award job in the work place, but it is not my type of tea, as I do what to do some job I would really enjoy , that is life -time career.
but but you have to accept this realiaty, as you have to learn how to deal with your self, you have to be strong enough to live a life with your self , to conqure the feeling of longness, you try to enjoy your life along, making it fully, rich. this is all about life, hope - fly away-down to the earth- disppointed- desspretive -wish - hope again. any away, as hope is a good thing, it is better to have hope than none. and no good thing dies. believe better in time is not wrong, although we realise it s not always the truth, we still have a dream , and to pusure it without any fareness, try to be stonger than whom you are , that is how we make our life fully. you could be the one that you want to be.
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